There is more space where nobody is than where anybody is.
Here I am this hot evening in Mesquite, Nevada, which provides you with the general direction of my mysterious destination, as if you care. This whole idea of “where nobody goes” is likely ridiculous to you, and to me as well. It is becoming a revelation to learn that if I look carefully, I can find the most wonderful ways to waste time.
My trips give a look at aspects of nature I would never have had in any other way. They also give me a look into my own brain.
At home I read a lot. It keeps me from feeling ignorant and feeling smart—both mistakes. My questions during discussions are based on assumptions that boxed my listeners in. When in wilderness I know only what a visitor gleans. I am as ignorant of its culture as a traveler to Mexico City. To listen, to observe, to hope for some small interaction, a bit of inspiration—far from knowing or becoming able to describe it—that is what counts.
Ah - you brought to mind one of my favorite quotes. Per M. Gandhi: "It is unwise to be too sure of one's own wisdom."
ReplyDeleteYes, Sharon, and what is wisdom? I may or may not find it, but I keep looking.
DeleteOh yes... The ability to lightly hold a not-knowing stance... like the exquisite value of silence in a musical composition... the "empty" space around a poem on a page...
DeleteI am following you, Sharon. Probably with no comments after this one, meant to tell you I am following you... but at a respectful distance, and quietly—because otherwise, what's the meaning of your quest for the uncrowded place where only nature speaks? :) :) :)
ReplyDeleteI feel you following, toti, we both go where nobody goes. I am one of your abstract masterpieces, elusive, provocative.
DeleteMy trips give a look at aspects of nature I would never have had in any other way. They also give me a look into my own brain.
ReplyDeleteThis is what makes this so worthwhile, intriguing, a truly wonderful adventure .
Thinking of you... sending love and look forward to your insights
Kathabela
Welcome aboard, Kathabela, the mystical wagon that carries us into the wild.
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